I ran my fingers through Natalie’s auburn hair, watching as she slept against me. Her door was closed and after watching TV, we decided to relax in her room. Elizabeth was still at work and Kylie had locked herself in her own room after her tantrum with Brandon.
I sighed, holding Natalie closer to me. I placed my lips against her warm forehead, feeling her body move at my affection. She wrapped her legs around mine as I hugged her around the waist.
“Beck, you’re too warm. I’m getting hot” she mumbled, eyes still closed. I laughed softly and smiled at her. “I’m sorry that I can’t control my body temperature, Nat,” I said, sarcastically. She pulled at her shirt.
“Off” she said. I arched my eyebrows at her. “You really want to take your shirt off?” I remarked, smirking. She nodded. “It’s not like your gonna attack me, are you?” she asked, opening her left eye, glancing at me.
“I can’t make any promises,” I replied. She dislodged her body from mine own with a laugh. I let out a slight whimper and she giggled. “Beck, I’m just getting a tank top. Don’t be so clingy,” she teased, sticking her tongue out at me.
I leaned against her pillows as she slipped her shirt off. “Why are you always so comfortable around me? I mean, you took a shower with me in the same room one day,” I asked.
“Because we’re both girls and at some point, you’re going to see my body. Besides, I’m yet to see yours” she purred, smirking devilishly at me. I pulled the covers closer around me and she laughed.
“I’m playing with you, Beck. I know that deep down, you’re shy and you want to take things slow. I think that’s cute and I want the same things” she whispered, pulling on the yellow tank top before crawling next to me.
“Yeah, the only thing I’m thinking about is the fact that I’m a virgin…and your not” I whispered sadly. She looked over her shoulder at me and frowned.
“Does that bother you?” she asked, leaning her head against my shoulder.
“A little. I’m not gonna lie. Sometimes, I wonder if, when the time comes, I’ll even be able to…uh…pleasure you like Kendra could” I said in embarrassment.
Natalie turned around to face me and cupped my face in her hands. “I love you. I don’t know what I felt with Kendra but it does not even come close to what I feel for you. Yes, Kendra and I had sex but you know what she never did to me?” she asked softly.
“What?” I questioned.
“She never made love to me, Beck. Only you could do that, okay?” she answered, smiling. I nodded, moving in to kiss her but she moved her head as my lips hit her cheek.
“Hey!” I whined, trying to claim her lips. “That was for that little comment you made earlier,” she teased, moving her hands down to my neck and smiling because giving me what I wanted.
I put my hands on her waist and pulled her against me as her tongue softly pushed past my lips. I bit down on her lip and she groaned before rolling over top of me. She laid down against my body and tickled the back of my neck with her fingers.
I placed my hands on her thighs as the kiss quickly turned from loving to passionate. Our motions got more fluid and Natalie was soon moaning from the way I was touching her.
I rolled us over and pushed the pillows off of her bed before pulling her blanket over us. I groaned when Natalie reached up and softly bit my neck, leaving a hickey that I’m sure I would have to cover up later.
I decided to leave one on her as well. Fair is fair after all. She pulled me back down towards her as I grabbed at her shirt, rubbing my hand over her stomach and that’s when I heard it. The still small sound that seemed to egg me on. A sound that I wanted to hear again and again from Natalie’s lips.
“Oh, Beck,” she moaned, thrusting her hips against mine as she quickly covered her mouth, blushing. I smirked at her as her entire face turned red.
“That was sexy,” I teased. “Shut up” she mumbled, looking away from me. “Awww, don’t be embarrassed. You actually look cute like that, Red” I said giggling.
She tried to get up but I just held her down. “Wait. I like that, Red. Do you like it, Nat?” I asked. “What? What you just did? If you’re wondering the sound I just made was out of pleasure not pain” she replied.
I smirked, ignoring her comment. “No, that name. Red. Not too cutesy but not too formal either. Plus, you really do look cute when you blush” I teased, leaning down to kiss her neck.
She groaned in protest but didn’t stop me. “Beck,” she whined. “Say you like my name for you and I’ll get up” I growled, biting softly around her earlobe. She inhaled sharply, grabbing my shirt.
“Beck, please. If you keep this up, you won’t be a virgin for long!” she moaned, pulling me against her when I bit her harder. She shuddered at the thought and I almost didn’t want to pull away but, I complied and slowly got off of her.
She cooled down after a few minutes past and saw me grinning at her. “Don’t look at me like that,” she pouted, pulling my “Monster” hoodie against her to hide her body.
“I’m sorry, Red. I couldn’t help myself. I told you to keep the shirt on but did you listen” I said, shaking my head. She pulled on my hoodie and pushed me back against her bed, swinging her legs on either side of me so that she was sitting on my stomach.
“You don’t play fair but fine. I like the name but, only you can call me that” she said, interlacing our fingers again. I looked at our locked hands and smiled.
“Sure thing, Natalicious” I replied. She groaned and I laughed when she said, “Don’t call me that."
She laid her head against my chest and started to listen to my heartbeat. “I think we’re beating at the same time,” she whispered. I arched my eyebrows at her and she put her hand against my chest, grabbing my wrist, putting my hand against hers.
“Was this just an excuse to feel me up?” I asked, smirking. She stuck her tongue out at me and whispered, “perv."
Sure enough, our heartbeats were only a few seconds apart; almost like they were in unison. When her heart would beat, mine would beat right after it. I was actually in awe for a few seconds. I've never had a connection like this with someone.
Is this what Natalie thought she felt around Kendra?
“When are we going to L.A to see your mom?” I asked, staring into her gorgeous eyes. “About a week before Homecoming. I want to go dress shopping with her” she replied. I nodded and concentrated on feeling her heartbeat.
“Are you gonna go dress shopping with me, little foot?” she teased. I smirked at her and shrugged. Her jaw dropped, her eyes widened.
“You’ll seriously go dress shopping with me?” she asked again, only this time more seriously. I shrugged again and nodded. “For you I would. I mean, it’s only clothing right. It shouldn’t be that big of a de-“. Her lips claimed mine in a passionate kiss and I smiled at her as she slowly pulled away.
“What was that for?” I asked, licking my lips. “I know how much you dislike dresses but the fact that you would wear one for me, just shows how much you really do love me” she replied, leaning down to kiss me again.
I laughed and glanced over at the clock. “We have to go to work in a hour,” I groaned. She nodded and crawled off of me.
“Are you going to take care of Rachel or do I have to step in?” she asked, putting her hands on her hips. I shook my head and kissed the top of hers.
“I think I’ve got this one” I replied, walking towards the door. She followed me downstairs as I put my boots and snow jacket back on. She helped me button my jacket up and then leaned on her toes to kiss me. I wrapped my arms around her waist and picked her up, making her squeal.
“Beck, if I get wet I’m hurting you!” she warned, laughing when I placed her back on the ground. “Alright, alright. I’m leaving. See you in a few minutes” I said, opening the door and walking back out into the cold.
“I love you!” she yelled after me. I turned around and waved.
“I love you too!”
I laughed to myself and tried not to fall into the snow. God, I love my girlfriend.