Finding Reason

By SashaSecret All Rights Reserved ©

Fantasy / Romance

Chapter 21

A soon as he slammed the door shut he went off on a run. Feeling the night cold hair brush past his face as he took it in, allowing it to wash away his tears and pain.

‘Ace I’m in need of a drink, is there a bar or somewhere I can get one’

[There is one down the street across the corner, Master]


Rain entered the bar and sat down on the stool, he ordered the strongest drink as he waited, tapping his fingers on the desk while replaying the way he blew up at Austin. He felt bad, but he wanted the other to realize how he had been feeling. He sighed and shook his head. Not knowing every guy in the bar was eyeing him like a piece of steak. When he realized this he quickly adopted his cold aura, making sure no one would approach him.

He downed the golden drink, letting it sting his throat as it went down, and closed his eyes.

A few hours had passed, with Rain deep in thought. After a few more drinks he had started to feel more than just tipsy.

[Master... I think that’s enough.] The cold voice sounded with concern.

He chuckled, “Alright alright I got it”. He spoke out loud, slurring slightly in the process.

He rested his head against the bar table and sighed. ′Ace... what is he doing right now?′

[Master since he has ties to the underground mafia he has send people out to look for you... he is very worried.]

Rain let the words sink in, before he lifted his head off the table and opened his eyes with a new-found determination.

“Alright, time to go home”. He said, as he remembered the loving warmth of that person, that could comfort him better than any alcoholic drink.

As he reached the luxurious mansion door, he knocked, taking a deep breath as he waited.

From outside the door he could hear frantic footsteps advancing toward the door, quickly undoing the locks before it opened.

The door swung open, revealing Austin, with messy black hair as if he had been running his hand through it in worry, slightly bloodshot eyes, and ruffled clothing. Yet he looked just as perfect as he always does. His eyes widened and flashed with relief before he stepped up to Rain, pulled him through the door and gathered him into his arms.

“Please don’t leave me like that again. I wouldn’t be able to bear it.” He spoke, voice unusually soft and vulnerable. He gazed into his eyes as he caressed Rains face with his fingers, as if treating a treasure.

Upon realizing Rain was silent, giving him a chance to speak, he took a deep breath.

“I know it hurts you that I have been with many others and I’m sorry, I wish I could go back and redo things, but I can’t. I had never loved or held any feelings for anyone other than you. I may have given my body to other people before but...I can assure you they never had my heart. I can give you something I never gave anyone else... all of me.” He said, as he reached out and brought him further into his embrace.

“I am yours and I always will be. Never to betray, always to love.” He said, as he wiped the stray tear that escaped his kittens’ beautiful eyes. “I promise, I will always be yours. If there is anyone causing you to feel bad, tell me, I will surely deal with them” his deep voice ground out, filled with killing intent as his golden eyes flashed with darkness before becoming loving again.

“I love you, it will always be you,” he whispered into his ear as he tightened his arms around his waist, bringing them even closer and resting his head on his shoulder.

Rain took a deep breath, taking in the warmth, as he softly spoke out, almost a whisper, “I love you too.”

Austin’s eyes widened slightly as a breath-taking smile overtook his flawless face and his eyes surged with happiness. Warmth filled his chest, ah, this is what It feels like to love and be loved. He nuzzled his face into his kittens’ neck.

“Good. Now your mine. All mine, kitten, and I will surely enjoy eating you till I’m full. Even if you tell me to stop I will keep pounding you until I’m satisfied, understood? this is your punishment for being a bad boy, drinking at night and making me worry.” He whispered huskily against his ear before biting it and releasing him.

Rain blushed furiously, which formed a comical contrast to his extremely expressionless face. This bastard. Just you wait.

“But not today, you need to rest and I’m sure we have a busy day tomorrow,” he said as he picked rain up bridal style and went to their room, laying him on the bed before getting in himself.

He gathered his kitten into his arms, watching him as he nuzzled against his chest. He chuckled deeply and looked down to see his innocent eyes filled with love gazing at him.

They gazed at each other for a long time, in silence, as if their eyes could speak volumes that words couldn’t, before Rain reached over and kissed his head. Austin was taken back, his face showing shock, before he smiled.

“I will wait for you to tell me about your past. It hurt me that those bimbos knew yet I don’t, but I will wait.”

Austin’s mouth parted, as if he was going to say something before he closed his mouth and narrowed his eyes, they flashed with guilt.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t realize you were hurting because of that,” he murmured against his head. “The reason I didn’t tell you is because I care what you think of me. I didn’t care if they knew about it since their opinion of me is irrelevant. But you... if you think I’m a monster then it would hurt me.”

Rain nodded, feeling relief in his heart, as the cracks slowly mended.

“Okay, I will wait.” He said, before he quickly pecked his lips and retreated, hiding his blushing face in his strong warm chest, hearing an amused chuckle above him.

“You can kiss me any time love,” he whispered huskily.

“Okay! I got it! Now get to sleep! Damn” his voice filled with slight annoyance and embarrassment before he felt the soothing vibration of his deep chuckle from his warm chest and slowly fell asleep.

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