Unlike many my life can’t be changed, unlike many my life has always been a rollercoaster. Outcasted and unable to fit in is bad but its even worse when you’re the only one who knows. It’s not like anyone says anything to me. It’s more of what I feel. No one knows and its better that way. Being felt like a weirdo is even bad, its even worse when you keep it to yourself. Honestly I wouldn’t want it any other way, but sometimes I can’t help thinking “I wish I could live a normal life; well as normal as it gets” or “I wish I wasn’t what I am”
It’s just another normal day of college. I’m walking with my iPod blaring music at its loudest and no one hears it as much as I can. While listening to music I can still hear the cars speed on the streets as I walk by, still hear the tiny click when the traffic light changes. It’s difficult to block it all out but I’ve gotten use to it. Walking to College is one of the best parts of the day, rain, hail or shine. I love it. It’s relaxing and calming, and most of all its outside…in nature…where I belong.