~ Before you read please read this ~
This is a rough draft. this book is close to my heart. i know any serious reader can easily get frustrated by grammar and writing errors. i am a committed reader myself i know the struggle. i am warning you now before you leave a bunch of bad reviews on the book. this is a first draft... i once learned that the best way to get past writers block is give yourself permission to just write badly. so yes this is a messy draft. i dont edit anything beyond the limits of Microsoft word.
All the negetive comments and bad reviews i have gotten are giving me anxiety. its making me stress about my writing and giving me horrid writers block. i love this book its a close to my heart project. im going to finish this book then go back and repair the grammar and the writing flaws. nothing not even this will be edited until i am finished. cause if i worry about all of that when im still writing is only going to give me writers block that i cant recover from. when it is finish i promise ill fix everything the story will not change but it will be longer, proper grammar, and limited spelling errors.
so go into this knowing its not the best. the story is good but the writing is honestly very shotty. im warning you now of all of this so please dont get your expectations to high. when you read my book pay attention to the stories, the characters and the mystery of it all. please forgive the messiness and keep your eyes out for the day when i start fixing it all.